August 27th, 2008
So, it's over. And no, I really don't want to talk about it anymore. Just know that I was upset, I cried a lot, and we haven't talked since. True I may have written a story about it (which I may post at some point in the near future), but I do want you to know that my friends were amazing during the whole thing. I didn't go one day without seeing somebody and they let me rant or cry or just laugh, whatever I needed to do to get through it. It's times like these that make you realize how much I need them in my life. But, I mean, it's getting easier to pretend I'm okay. I still can't listen to particular songs, and watching some movies may be hard, but I haven't wallowed by eating Ben and Jerry's and watching sad movies. I figure I'm out of bed, I'm eating, I'm laughing and smiling... I may not be ready to exactly move on, but, I'm better than I could be.
In other parts of my life, school has started up again full force. I've already had homework and it's only the third day. I only have one more class today, and then I'm heading back home to sleep and maybe have a marathon. I would say I'd go on the computer, but alas, my interet on my computer has failed to work (again) except now it's the regular internet, and not the wireless. So, I'm basically sitting my three hour break away on the school's computers to get my fill. It's not really working out, but luckily I'm going home this weekend and I'm hoping that I can get it nice and fixed up before I come back. Otherwise, I may very well die from boredom.
But, I do love my classes and it's amazing to be back with all of my friends. I was seriously on campus for twelve hours on Monday and was not alone once. Amazing right? True, I was flippin' exhausted afterwards, especially after having gone grocery shopping too, but still. Overall, a good start to the school year.
In other parts of my life, school has started up again full force. I've already had homework and it's only the third day. I only have one more class today, and then I'm heading back home to sleep and maybe have a marathon. I would say I'd go on the computer, but alas, my interet on my computer has failed to work (again) except now it's the regular internet, and not the wireless. So, I'm basically sitting my three hour break away on the school's computers to get my fill. It's not really working out, but luckily I'm going home this weekend and I'm hoping that I can get it nice and fixed up before I come back. Otherwise, I may very well die from boredom.
But, I do love my classes and it's amazing to be back with all of my friends. I was seriously on campus for twelve hours on Monday and was not alone once. Amazing right? True, I was flippin' exhausted afterwards, especially after having gone grocery shopping too, but still. Overall, a good start to the school year.
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:I Ran Away - Coldplay