I'm glad that I'm home, really, I am. But, being here, and knowing what happened all summer... it was all here, in this town. So, when I'm here, my mind and everything is set on him, seeing him, being with him. At school, I was never there with him, so being there doesn't register with him at all. I can enjoy myself more, I have things to do to keep me occupied. But, being home... it just makes everything come back. I want to enjoy being home, but right now, I would rather be at school.

In a way, I want to call him, hang out, but I can't anymore. It's stupid... all of it. I just need to get over myself, really. Like, I'm almost positive I'm over him, I'm not saying I'm ready to start dating either, but... I'm okay with not being with him.

In other words, I'm just repeating myself, so I'll just shut up with the topic. It's making me sick.

In other news, I got my hair cut. Pretty much just like Kristen from 'Laguna Beach'. I really liked the style and cut of it, so I went today and got it done, no thinking or waiting. I like it so far, but who knows how I'll feel in the morning. Ugh.

Family picnic tonight, but Laura and Megan are coming with me. So, it'll be fun. :)